Everybody is angry around here...
It's that time in a long situation where they have given all of themselves that they can - and now they are tired and anxious and have reached their "putting up with crap" point. But still have a bit to go until total relief.
One girl I talked to called it "bitch" month...and that seems pretty accurate.
It's hard for me. I have some complaints from when we first got here, but pretty much - all is going well and I'm over it. I have 2.5 yrs left here and will be with the angry people for just a short time, but I will also be here with the people in charge for the rest of our time. I was fairly content, loneliness aside, being anonymous I realize.
'Cause now? People know me and since I'm new? They want to vent and warn and can't do it to the people they know. Great! Just great....only I don't really want to hear any of this. Really. I LIKE making my own judgements and DON'T want to hear about everybody...I can listen and be careful, but pretty much I just like to find out for myself....never have been one to learn from other's mistakes...
Now - I just stay sick at my stomach and wonder just what the heck we have gotten ourselves into...Hopefully, homecoming will heal most wounds and then mostly everyone is moving Stateside. Hopefully. I am now trying to avoid most of the people - I just don't want to listen to it. I can't FIX anything and I just want to stay in my content little world and wait until it's our turn to be involved.
OK. Now I have had my little snit and all is good!
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